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                 UNIVERSITY OF IBADAN (OLAOLU'S ISH) Hey guys!  I hope you have all being good? like really good? it just occurred to me that many people have made their first response to the very famous question;;"how are you?"...I'm fine"....and that's all. i personally dont think we have to go around telling everyone about how 'unfine' we are but i also believe that there comes a point when that question should be answered truthfully! so i'm asking you,yes you reading this now "How are you?"....did you just say fine in your mind,  please if you really do not mean the fine,i'll advise you to start by talking to God about it,He has all the answer you need(trust me). well...that's by way..that's actually  not our subject of discussion today! I just remembered that i haven't gisted you guys about my trip to Ibadan(dont tell me you forgot i went it ibadan)...i forgive you anyways...there's plenty...

           WHAT WOULD YOU DO ? What would you do when everything in your life come crashing? How would you react if all that you hold dear is snatched away from you in a single eye's blink?  How hard will you cry when your life feels,smells and tastes shattered stuff?? I dont know about you but i'll cry, i'll cry because i'll be angry,i'll cry because i hate pain,i'll cry because i'll feel deserted,i'll cry because,ITS UNFAIR!      I seat here to write from my heart,my fingers angrily strike the keys of the keyboard,stinging but held-back- in tears fill my eyes!  I'm angry,i wish i wasn't but i cant help it! haven't i tried enough! juggling up and doing so many things just to become all that my parents do not have the courage to make or watch  me be! i am pissed because God knows all of this,He knows my struggle,pain ,sorrow yet does absolutely nothing! yet some people come and tell me,GOD LOVES...

   Hey guys!  its another day,and i must say,that i'm really glad to be writing to wonderful guys like you...it gives me great joy knowing someone as big as YOU is reading something written by someone a small as me,from the depths of my heart,i say thanks for being a reader of this blog,if its your first time,that<s fine,i say a big WELCOME TO THE FAMILY!! i feel really honored to have you...     Now to our todays gist! the last time i got in touch with you guys wqe talked about my tgrip to calabar,my exams,and the great people io met over there right?(i imagine you nodding your head right now,me and my imaginations...lol...) if i remember correctly,i promised you guys that we would be talking about my life after calabar right?  hmmmmm!!!! sometimes making promises could be really bad<you know today i thought of something ele to write  about but then i got reminded again that i had a promise to keep,but anyways,its always great getting to w...

                          CALICITY WONDER!                Hi friends,it feels really good,sitting here and typing again after a long time of being away. let me start by apologizing,i didnt inform you guys that i was gonna be away and that was quite rude of me,right? i'm deeply sorry for the break in transmission and you can be sure that i missed you guys,i missed typing things for you to read and i missed getting your feed backs...quite a number of things has happened in my life in the past few months of been away,i've learnt,i'v being hurt, i've hurt people ,i've travelled,i've made mistakes,i've cried and above all,i've grown!!!! like really grown!   i promise to gist you all about everything.i stopped writing mainly because of work and exam issues,i stopped working and decided to face prepa...

Hi friends, it's great to be back again...i missed you all! I am sure a lot of you are waiting so patiently for THE HEART ,you wont have to wait for long! Dedication    MICHEAL... my brother I look at you bro and i bless God for your life,you are indeed a blessing from God,I bless the day you were born!I love you like seriously.  I admit that i used to be scared for you,i was always fidgety about the kind of future you would have but GOD hasn't failed to always remind me about the kind of future HE has reserved for you...I believe in you sooooo much kid bro!keep excelling and keep being the best that you are. STEPHANIE... MY SISTER   I remember how much i prayed for you and i wonder how i could have spent so much of a time doing nothing but doubting God's protection on your life....i look at you and i marvel at how a  little girl could be as determined and hardworking as you are,then again i get reminded about how small but mighty you are...i see...

Hello friends,  How was your day?i really hope it wasnt as stressful as mine.I had a stressful but fruitful day but thank God i am here now doing what i love doing best and being with the people i love most in the world,i was just thinking about how beautiful it would be if i knew every single person who reads this blog,you are the reason i still find the strengh to strike the keys of a keyboard  even after a stressful day...i love you all,like seriously!   I really wont write much today, i just want to share a simple truth with you that i am sure will be very useful to you...i learnt it from a lot of people but JOYCE MEYER is one of those who succeeded in putting it into my skull and heart permanently and the truth is this:YOU ARE VALUABLE!   Just three letter words but it took me years to  finally realise it,listen to me,NOBODY CAN EVER BE LIKE YOU LIKE YOU WOULD BE LIKE YOU!...you are at your best when you are yourself...i mean yourself,not your pastor's w...

Hi friends, I am so happy i am typing again,the last time i did  was on sunday,i have had a reallly busy schedule this week...    i had a wonderful experience today...    I was to deliver some goods to a man today somewhere around ikeja,ARIK AIRWAYS precisely,he bought an external hard disk and a sata cable.it was a beautiful drive down there,you know it is  not easy to enter an air contioned car,with my seat belt well fixed i relaxed in the executive car to an airport  i had never been to before.i got there earlier than expected, in about 20 minutes time,i ws sitting directly gave me the most beautifful smile i had ever seen, i smiled back off course,{its not everyday you see a white man smiling at you},we negotiated the price for some time,i was a little surprised because most whites i have come accross hardly negotiate price with you,they only ask you what the price is and pay,but this man was special,he kept negotiating until he was satisfied,i...