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 LETTERS!!!
       Hi everyone! it feels good to be typing again after such a long time.....I think the last time I was here was early last month,for me that a really long time. missed you all like seriously!
       Yesterday was February 14,a day where many people,some went on love strike,some have girlfriends they need to please,some just like romance and celebration things....the list is endless.
       I'm happy to announce to you that i slept almost all through yesterday. there was vigil on friday night so the sleep was quite heavy! and i enjoyed it. i['m not one who can say boldly that i do not celebrate valentine or that i dont like it and I cant say i like or celebrate it either. i'm just on the sidelines....somewhere in my heart i just deeply wish the day is a lot more understood. so having said that,i hope you spent valentine's day well? its rhetorical! Well,that's not the topic for today...
      Since love is in the air,i'm going to be writing something really lovely...i think its lovely because of the people i'll be writing about. By the way,service in church was great today,learnt a lot about relationships..... sometimes i wonder why God made relationships so important,the only answer that keeps coming to mind is this...IT'S IMPORTANT!
      I love writing,poems,fiction,non-fiction and anything....letters are one of those anythings. i write letters to my siblings,friends and the likes..I also write letters to God(and that's the best way i communicate with Him...He's just so sweet). i'm going to be writing a letter to very important people in my life....people that will someday become my life. and i know someday,they'll get to read this letter..one of them might even be reading now..who knows?
 

   TO MY HUSBAND!
            Hi dear! my name is Amaka Nwabeke and I'm someday going to be your wife. We are going to be ONE! In soul,spirit and in body. when I think about and pray for you,I am reminded of how much I need to  be,just for you. How well I need to speak,react to things...basically how much of woman I need to be to...just for you. You deserve the best!
      I do not care how hard or how long it takes me but I will keep working,praying,listening to God and the humans He authorizes me to. Until i'm broken inside,until i'm the best,until i've being fixed into the heart of Jesus,until I am....the proverbs 31 woman,Your proverbs 31 woman! Because I love you! and I always will,until my dying day!
      I have no idea what marrying you will be like  neither do I expect a marriage devoid of pain and hurt. rather I see us,two flawed people knitted by God to become one at His altar,with His love planted into the depths of souls. A love watered and grown by HIS WORD. A living love....a love with filled with laughter,peace,joy,forgiveness...a love filled with hope..like Preston said in His proposal to Jackie Hill....I see God planting IIcor 13 right in the core of our being.
     I will love and respect you like God expects His church to. I will help you build your dream. I will be your wife..your helpmate...I promise to stand by you every second of the day that  I breathe..Because i love you and I always will!
      Our children I will nurture with every fiber of my being. I will be the mother that you have dreamed of for your kids....they will be my priority. and yours as well. .
       You are not perfect and I know that..and neither I am. Together we will run the race of life. With God at the center,we will keep moving. Loving our FATHER,loving each other...As BESTFRIENDS....As LOVERS...As ONE.
        Like the Church submits to God,so will I....not out of fear but out of. LOVE....not the kind that is borne out of just feelings..but the exact kind of love that Adam felt when he first saw Eve...a love borne out of God's own will... a love that is....God personified! I LOVE YOU DEAR!
Love always,
 your wife.

    TO MY CHILDREN!
         I really wish I could see all your faces. I can barely imagine how handsome and beautiful you all are. I do not need a preacher to tell me that you are all going to make date with destiny. You are all going to be agents of change in a world filled with anger,strife,so much competition. You are going to be beautiful people...I picture Samuel walking into the temple with his mother. Unsure of what the future held,he served faithfully a God he had never heard from or spoken to before.
     Like Samuel,you all will love and serve God with a passion that will surprise your peers. I promise to teach you only what God is in support of. I promise to allow God change me inside out so that like Hannah I will give you all to Him....holding nothing back!
     I will listen to you and walk you through a world filed with violent people....and like Jochebed the mother of Moses,I will protect you,even if my life depended on it.
    My son(s),you will be a model for the world to follow. You will respect ladies and seek to protect them not harm them. You will love and stand by your sister(s). You will be men of dignity and integrity like the Hebrew boys. You will stand by your belief in God and nothing will shake it. You will love people and find a friend in your Heavenly and earthly father...and in me,your mother.
    My daughter(s),I promise to understand and nurture you. Yes,we might have our disagreements but it will all end in a deep understanding and knowledge that no matter what happens,we remain friends,sisters!
   I will teach you how not to live in the beauty that fades but to rather build an inner beauty.,.One that your husband will cherish for the rest of his life. I will teach you that  being a woman is not being weak but being strong enough to be dependable and reliable. I will love you dear,with my soul and my heart. When I see you in that stage of your life where school or whatever challenges seem to scream at you. In those times when you're so busy with getting your direction in life,in your teenage years. I will go on my knees and pray for you.
    I will not just nag and tell you how to be a woman of respect rather I will pray and love you into that woman. and yes,when that day comes,when you'll have to leave with the love of your life. I will cry but I will give you away with joy in my heart because I'll be more than glad at the woman you would have being.
    Oh my children! how I will love and respect you. And yes I will correct you because I love you all. I will do it because God demands that I do and because its my responsibility....
     Until the day I meet you all one after another,I will yield myself to God to make me into that woman that Mary was. Being your mother I consider a privilege,and its one I am preparing myself for..everyday.
    Your future will be one of laughter and joy because you all......I mean every single one of you would have fulfilled purpose! I love you all...soooooo much.
Love from my heart,
your mother!
   
SO HELP ME GOD!!!!
  Welcome back,i really hope you had an amazing  read. There's a woman reading this now, God wants you to pick up your phone and call your husband. That's the key to mending the relationship. You've proven your ego,its time that take the step you have promised yourself you wouldn't take. That's from God please. If its you,pleeaaassseee do it!!!!!  This is where I stop striking the keys on the keyboard. There's someone else reading this right now and you're wondering what your marriage would be like, God wants me to tell you that it would be BEAUTIFUL! but you need to start believing it. Okay I think I'm finally done.
    It's always nice writing to you again. until we meet again. keep loving like Jesus does,SELFLESSLY
Submitted to His Word,
Amakason.

Comments

  1. Wow!! Really cool. You write so well even from a rear topic. Nice work sis. #GODOFWAR

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  2. Great stuff!! Don't belittle this!! U re doing great...

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  3. Thanks so much Olaolu and yea..GOW..uncle Uche,I'm honored. Thank you sir

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  4. Hmmm...nice and creative idea @ letters. You will be all these and more to your husband and children in Jesus name. Amen

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